不同年齡階段，看人生百態(tài)

Is there anything that you're struggling with right now?
你正在經(jīng)歷什么樣的掙扎與挑戰(zhàn)？
Whoa.
哇。
Um,struggles.
費(fèi)勁的事情。
I think I'm doing pretty well.
我覺得我做得很好。
Cartwheels?
側(cè)手翻。
Plants and dogs.
植物和狗。
Doing homework.
做作業(yè)。
I hate homework.
我討厭作業(yè)。
Probably I'd say math.
那可能是數(shù)學(xué)吧。
Dividing and multiplying,that's kinda hard for me.
除法和乘法，這對(duì)我來說有點(diǎn)難。
History's really hard for me.
歷史這科對(duì)我來說真的很難。
And also Geography.
地理也是。
Trying to stop playing video games.
努力戒電子游戲。
Finding good people to surround myself with.
在身邊尋找優(yōu)秀的人。
Because so many kids my age wanna grow up too fast.
很多同齡人都想快點(diǎn)長大。
And I wanna stay a kid as long as possible.
但我就想一直像孩子一樣。
Change.
改變。
That's like a huge theme in my life right now.
這是我目前比較大的目標(biāo)。
My daughter being away at college.
我女兒要去上大學(xué)了。
My brother's leaving to college.
我哥哥要去上大學(xué)了。
Now I only have my mom and dad.
現(xiàn)在就剩爸爸媽媽了。
Living so far from my family,you know,
住得離家這么遠(yuǎn)，你知道，
I'm really like a home bound person.
我真是個(gè)戀家的人。
I love my family like to death,they're the most important thing to me,
我非常愛我的家人，他們對(duì)我來說是最重要的，
and so,the only person that I live with out here's my mom.
所以，在我搬出來之后，跟我一起住的就只剩下我老媽了。
My dad right now,he's living over there in Mexico.
我爸爸現(xiàn)在住在墨西哥。
It's been really hard for us to be that separated because since we were little we've been always like a very united family.
分開對(duì)我們來說真的很難，因?yàn)閺奈覀兒苄〉臅r(shí)候起，我們就是一個(gè)非常團(tuán)結(jié)的家庭。
I'm struggling to find a full time job doing something that I'm remotely interested in,and passionate about.
我在努力找一份全職工作，做一些我不太感興趣也不太有激情的事情。
I had two jobs,but now I only have one,
我之前有兩份工作，但現(xiàn)在我就有一份，
so I'm not making as much money as I can.
掙的錢也沒有之前多了。
I got evicted and then I've been in and out of the car and couch surfing,
我被趕了出來，然后就住在車上或者沙發(fā)沖浪，
and I've just been doing a lot of researching for myself and trying to get stable in life.
我一直在做調(diào)查，想讓我的生活穩(wěn)定下來。
The loss of my dad.
我失去了我的父親。
My dad passed away about a year and a half ago.
我父親大約一年半前去世了。
I miss being able to talk to him,and ask him for advice.
我懷念能和他交談，向他征求意見的日子。
Keeping ahold of my emotions.
控制自己的情緒。
Thank you.
謝謝。
I'm a really happy person,and I like making people happy.
我是一個(gè)非常快樂的人，我也喜歡讓別人快樂。
But I really struggle with depression and the fear that it will overcome me.
但我正在和抑郁癥作斗爭，我怕被它打敗。
There's days when I just wanna give it up,I wanna call it quits,
有段時(shí)間我只想放棄，我想放棄，
but I can't,I'm already here,and I've gotta just bring my,get myself up.
但我不能，我已經(jīng)這樣了，我要振作起來。
Trying to balance and understand this portion of my life.
努力平衡并理解我當(dāng)下的生活。
Well,um,I'm recently divorced.
我剛離婚。
So I'm struggling with getting myself back out there,
所以我正努力讓自己回歸正常生活，
opening myself back up to new possibilities.
敞開心扉迎接新的可能。
I have been somebody that has been clingy,and wants relationship,
我曾經(jīng)是那種黏人的人，我希望有個(gè)人陪，
so I am struggling to be single.
所以單身對(duì)我來說真的很難受。
I think the frustration,
我認(rèn)為是對(duì)抗挫折，
I've been very active in terms of my work over the years,and I'd like to continue on it,but you know,it's very hard getting work,
這些年來，我在工作中一直非常積極，我想繼續(xù)做下去，但你知道，找到工作很難，
and I must say part of that is ageism.
必須說的是，有一部分原因是年齡歧視。
There's all kinds of things where people are struggling in the world,
世界上的人們?cè)跒楦鞣N各樣的事情掙扎著、努力著，
and feeling like I'm happy,but people are really sad and struggling,
感覺自己很快樂，但實(shí)際上內(nèi)心很痛苦，很難過，
and trying to figure out what is it that I can do,to make other people's lives better.
都在嘗試著弄明白我能做些什么，能讓別人的生活更美好。
I'm getting to a place in my life where I'm eliminating the things that are not making me happy,and that are creating roadblocks for me.
在生活中，我要擺脫那些讓我不快樂的事情，除掉那些給我制造障礙的事情。
So that I will eventually get to that point where that does not become an issue anymore.
這樣終有一天我能到達(dá)彼岸，到時(shí)候這些就都不是問題了。
And I'm very confident that,you know,I'll be getting there very soon.
我很有信心，我很快就能做到的。